Discussing upsetting feelings usually helps, but it can often be too hard or confusing as a first step. If so, it's good to find other ways to express yourself before they fester and breed anxieties. Therapeutic writing is one such way - here’s how;
A: Know the difference between feelings - thoughts - and expressions.
Feelings; (or emotions) are physical sensations in your body. A kind of internal wifi, providing you feedback from your day to day experiences.
Thoughts; happen in your brain, to make sense of what you feel - often this happens unconsciously, when you experience events that overwhelm you.
Expressions; (talking writing moving etc...) are ways to process and make sense of what you feel and think.
B. Know that avoiding your feelings creates internal pressure.
Why? Because your body has limited emotional capacity - so if you avoid processing feelings (through too much distraction) - they become stressed and eventually
overwhelm you, breeding confusion, anxiety and affecting your natural rhythm.
For example an unprocessed feeling of rejection or unfair treatment by someone may go from a harmless thought like 'it's unfair that person treated me badly' - too 'I must deserve to be treated badly' - or from 'that event was scary' - too 'I'm incapable of anything like that again'. Rather than - 'that persons behaviour isn't acceptable and I didn't deserve it' or 'I may need to practice / get support to learn to do that thing'.
This is especially common when you experience overwhelming events without the right support or encouragement. So what can you do instead?
C. Start to notice, and descibe your internal experience.
Writing what you are experiencing can be tricky, but it's a skill you can learn. If finding the right words is tough - try to describe what you are feeling as a colour, an image, a song, or anything that feels right. You can also use the emotional vocabulary map below as a prompt for specific emotions (click on it to enlarge/print).
Pause and try to give the feeling more space to be. Phrases like 'I feel tension in my chest, a blue sad or frustrated or disappointed feeling in my tummy are common examples. Or I feel a tight dark ball or knot in my body that loosens when I focus and breath into it and then feels sad.........this feeling reminded me of.........
Know that there isn’t a ‘right’ way to do it - start badly and things will become clearer as you go. You could try writing a poem or short story - Written Road shows how a client used poetic writing to support a successful therapeutic process.
For more examples see Writing Therapy.
Experiencing difficult events evokes strong feelings that rarely make sense until you pause enough to explote and untangle them - expression through writing can help. The more you do, the less internally pressurised you'll feel, the better you’ll get to know yourself, the more capacity you'll retain for new experiences - and the easier navigating life will become. That doesn't mean life will be easy - just easier than it would if you suppress too much of what you feel : ). You may get emotional as you do so, this is completely natural, using the breathing technique here should help. If things get overwhelming, pull back and try again another day that you feel well rested.